That was the problem......I didn't know.

When I read the post I felt really nervous. I couldn't imagine Mrs Tay reading that. It sounded so serious, and Mrs Tay is quite nice, so it doesn't comprehend in my mind that well.

I feel it isn't going to happen. I will never love an object more than my family. It will be cruel, even a bit sadistic to lose your family members for an inanimate object. This is a cruel world. The world does not have a lot of kindness and happiness. There is terrorism, kidnapping, murder. The only people whom will always support you is your family.

Everytime I walk past an old folk's home, or see an old lady crossing the street alone, I feel as if an arrow has just stabbed my heart. Does the old lady's family really have no time to watch her? It may be her fault, yes, but the family could at least follow her. Not dump her with a careless helper.

We should treasure what we have for now. We will never live forever, and it is very comforting to know that those who read this post are not poor or anything. We must treasure our life and the people next to us well before we lose them. I know this topic is on family but I mean everybody, from family to friends.

There is a story about a boy whom had a bad temper. His father gave him some nails and a hammer and told him to nail a nail in the fence whenever he cursed or sweared at someone. Gradually, the nails grew smaller and smaller and soon, he was able to tell his father he did not curse or swear at all on that day. His father told him to take out a nail. He found it was hard to, but finally, after many days, he was able to tell his father there were no more nails on the fence.

His father led him to the fence, now scarred with holes. He told his son, "My dear son, look at the fence. No matter how hard you try, you cannot remove the hole you have left on the fence. Imagine the fence is someone's heart. Think about how many people you have hurt emotionally. Treasure your friends and the people around you well and stop leaving holes."

To my dear friends: I am sorry if I have ever left a hole.

What I have been dreaming about...

I love to dream about ambitions! Recently I've been put next to a boy and so life is 'hard'. Still, that doesn't stop my imagination RUNNING wild!

I have always dreamt to be a famous author, because I think, although the actual dream was about being a part time author and lawyer, I can't be one. That is why I lose to Rika in debating. All the time. I think I'm only better than her in art...


Coming back to the subject, I like to wish. Like wishing I'm not sitting next to someone of the opposite gender, for example. Or wishing that my friends would stop shoving me everytime I score a basket with the netball. It's a form of happiness, but sometimes I'm not too sure. I think they're exaggerating.

Our math teacher gives us math speed tests occasionally, and on the last speed test, I scored 10 points for my ex-group. I hope I can do that now I am in Group 4, so that I can earn the points for them so they'll remain at the top.

I sometimes have this crazy wish that I was a footballer for Manchester United and that I am good. Sir Alex will appreciate me even though I am a girl who is 10+ (11 on 7th). I will train and work as a goalkeeper with the back four, like Vidic, Brown, Ferdinand and Neville. My favourite player, Wayne Rooney, is cool and reliable so I can train with him! Yeah!

I love dreaming. It's so cool just entering this imaginary world, a fantasy of my own desire, a perfect empire. Then, someone shouts in my ear for me to stop daydreaming.

*Sigh...* I absolutely hate pulling out of my dream.